We should appreciate every single moment that happened in our life..
Finally i found somewhere that I can write whatever I want or some personal feelings .
I think, that is a secret place without noticed by others
so,
start from now,
I can always write down some thoughts that suddenly POP OUT from my mind immediately over there
It's good for me, because I prefer type it out, and that become a platform for me to do so .
I need that platform to express my feeling so bad, because I have nobody can talk, and I don't think it is necessary to tell your friends about your deep feelings.
Recently, I realized that, no one is interested in your own story or your deep feelings, it is useless to tell other people about that. So better keep it in your heart, or find some ways to stress it out.
I appreciate all the moments in my life, because all the memories are so so so unforgettable and meaningful.
However, Life is different from DVD player. Life can't be fast forwarded or reverse back, every single moment that happened in our life is so unique and irreplaceable.
I'll try not to miss those old time, but look forward.
It is a challenge for me, since my personalities are sort of stubborn type, but I gotta cope with it also.
That's it.
Saturday, January 29, 2011
Friday, December 31, 2010
Last Day of 2010
很快的到了年尾,
眼看多一下就要把日历换去 2011 的号码。。
重整自己的思绪,回忆之前。。
突然觉得我很黑仔,尤其是在年尾的时间
200X年年尾,人生第一架手机-8810,离开了我
200X 年年尾,人生第一架彩色手机-6610,也离开了我
2009 年尾, 人生第一架车 - 大银 ,也离开了我
2009 年尾, 我最敬爱的婆婆也离开了我
2009 年尾, 我最敬爱的婆婆也离开了我
一样的,
2010 年尾,也结束了一段不懂怎样形容的回忆
他奶奶的,
看来我得提防一下每年的年尾了
但,有些事情就是这样的,
要避也避不到
我到现在还很想念大银,
它实在陪过我走过太多,好多故事都是在大银身上发生,或,它是一定会出现的配角吧
驾了大黑那么久,虽然麻烦比大银少很多,但我已无心打理它了
N 年没帮大黑洗澡了, 换作是大银,最多是 1,2 个月就自己帮它洗得罗
大银是真的离开我了,
至少满一年了。。
虽然在街上我还是很注意 银色 WAJA ,
当我看到 5251 的车牌, 我还是会莫名其妙的很兴奋
我也不知道为什么
这到底是什么样的一个感觉呢。。
其实我很不希望我一直被以前的感情牵绊着,
我想活得洒脱点
但我好像本来就不是那样的人,
因为我是那种,得空就想想下,回忆下过去的人
这就是为什么我婆婆,外婆她们时不时会出现在我梦中的原因瓜。。
我在想,会不会以后,即使我驾着我的 dream car,
我也还会一直想着大银咧。。
不知道,等我驾到我dream car 先。。。
2011 年了,
突然,我发现到我在 2010 年时,
就 set 了很多目标给 2011 的自己
GREAT !
就是这样吧。。
奶奶的。。。
最近我做了很多,很多,很多,至少对我来说是很多拉!
很多很多很多的决定
那些决定都是。。
我之前觉得我一定不会做的决定
我还不知道我会不会后悔先。。
但,至少我想尝试些,不同的生活
奶奶的。。。
希望我 2011 年的目标全部能实现。。
还有。。
可以不要再让我,失去我所珍惜的东西/人吗?
不管在年头,年中,年尾,还是一整年啦。。。
再一年失去一样重要的东西的话,
我会变人干了啦。。。
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