3 more days

3 more days, I think my life might change, slightly or tremendously .


3 more days, I will know what I need exactly in my life.


3 more days, I might have all new thinking, or remain the same decision like what I've made few months ago.


3 more days, I will know that I need to implement the plan that I've made few months ago or just forget about it.


3 more days, I have to face these all shits myself, alone.


3 more days ,I wont be so tension condition like now anymore, I guess.


3 more days, I might be more stress than ever before, I hope not.


3 more days, The day seems like so unpredictable, make me feel insecure till max.


3 more days, I would have a very deep breath before I get to know the end result.


3 more days, I might give myself a big hug or I'm going to hate myself for at least 1 year.


3 more days, I need to decide how my future going to be.


3 more days, I believe I still cant let go.


3 more days, I would go somewhere that can make myself relax.


3 more days, I might just can hide myself in the pillow and start to regret.


3 more days, It is so far to me, it seems like 3 more years.


3 more days, I hope I can reward myself a bowl of SNOWFLAKES, or CHESSY WEDGES.


3 more days,  3 more days , 3 more days..


No matter how the end result is going to be, 


I'll never give up, Never, and Never.


Just because I don't feel like wanna give up, or quit.


Just because I gotta be stronger than before.


So..


Let's see what would happen after 3 days...