为什么， 有些东西还未变呢？
这里的空气好新鲜，好舒服。。。
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Sunday, July 17, 2011
Friday, June 3, 2011
想念
大银 ，
很久没见了，
希望你的新主人没对你不好
很想念你。。真的 。。。
没忘记过你呢。。
你真的带给我太多回忆了
我能站在这片新土地上，你都算居功不少吧
我这里大约10 度， 你那边还是很酷热吧。。
好想念你啊。。。。
谢谢你又帮了我家人一次，在这艰难的时刻。。
但同时又让我想起你带给我的回忆。。。
好想念想念你，
希望你，一切，安康。。
很久没见了，
希望你的新主人没对你不好
很想念你。。真的 。。。
没忘记过你呢。。
你真的带给我太多回忆了
我能站在这片新土地上，你都算居功不少吧
我这里大约10 度， 你那边还是很酷热吧。。
好想念你啊。。。。
谢谢你又帮了我家人一次，在这艰难的时刻。。
但同时又让我想起你带给我的回忆。。。
好想念想念你，
希望你，一切，安康。。
Tuesday, May 10, 2011
Miss that life....
Suddenly..
i feel like want to recall some of my memories..ahhh..
damn miss those time that i spent on dancing and basketball
i just cant say no to basketball even I need to play under the hot sun and during that time i was burned by the hot sun until I looked like a Malay, ermm...a leng zai Malay ,perhaps. xD
The "Slam Dunk" comic had successfully brought me to the world of basketball since i was still in primary school, but wtf, i played it for so many years but i still cant grow taller ..wat a sad case o0o
Until form 5, i watched a video clip, a Breakdance Video clip, which inspired me to learn breakdance immediately.
I started to find the related info and video clip, to learn it by myself, and at the end i joined a big group of my friends ,I also called it as a Big Family.
During that time, all the topic that we were talking about just about dancing, which movement is more yeng and bla bla , use lots of rude words as our adjective to describe how tough are those movements.
That I just like crazy for the dancing stuff , and, that was a very nice memory, until i joined Tarc and so lucky been chosen as TT finalist, my dancing life keep going until most of the friends are working, less contact.
However, the helmet for Headspin I still always keep it in my car, I wonder when can I wear it back again and continue my dance life , although I'm not really good in that, but, i just like the way to sweat, and challenge myself.
Miss those time i can sweat like a dog, Miss those time i got a big family...
And I think, the hot blood of dancing and basketball still always in my heart, lets see when it explodes. xD
i feel like want to recall some of my memories..ahhh..
damn miss those time that i spent on dancing and basketball
i just cant say no to basketball even I need to play under the hot sun and during that time i was burned by the hot sun until I looked like a Malay, ermm...a leng zai Malay ,perhaps. xD
The "Slam Dunk" comic had successfully brought me to the world of basketball since i was still in primary school, but wtf, i played it for so many years but i still cant grow taller ..wat a sad case o0o
Until form 5, i watched a video clip, a Breakdance Video clip, which inspired me to learn breakdance immediately.
I started to find the related info and video clip, to learn it by myself, and at the end i joined a big group of my friends ,I also called it as a Big Family.
During that time, all the topic that we were talking about just about dancing, which movement is more yeng and bla bla , use lots of rude words as our adjective to describe how tough are those movements.
That I just like crazy for the dancing stuff , and, that was a very nice memory, until i joined Tarc and so lucky been chosen as TT finalist, my dancing life keep going until most of the friends are working, less contact.
However, the helmet for Headspin I still always keep it in my car, I wonder when can I wear it back again and continue my dance life , although I'm not really good in that, but, i just like the way to sweat, and challenge myself.
Miss those time i can sweat like a dog, Miss those time i got a big family...
And I think, the hot blood of dancing and basketball still always in my heart, lets see when it explodes. xD
Friday, May 6, 2011
Next Step
下一步，
会是怎样的呢？
期待着。。。
值得开心的是，几天前的担忧，
已解决了。
接下来，
是我生命中的另一段小插曲。
我相信它不会对我人生有着很大影响，
但，希望它是一段很有意义的时光。
引颈盼望着。
自己要对自己的决定负责，
之后的事我相信不易解决，
但， 我都熬过了这么多，
相信这个我也可以应付，
只要之后这关击不倒我，我就会变得更强。
If this cant defeat me, It will only make me stronger.
拭目以待。。。
会是怎样的呢？
期待着。。。
值得开心的是，几天前的担忧，
已解决了。
接下来，
是我生命中的另一段小插曲。
我相信它不会对我人生有着很大影响，
但，希望它是一段很有意义的时光。
引颈盼望着。
自己要对自己的决定负责，
之后的事我相信不易解决，
但， 我都熬过了这么多，
相信这个我也可以应付，
只要之后这关击不倒我，我就会变得更强。
If this cant defeat me, It will only make me stronger.
拭目以待。。。
Saturday, April 30, 2011
3 more days
3 more days, I think my life might change, slightly or tremendously .
3 more days, I will know what I need exactly in my life.
3 more days, I might have all new thinking, or remain the same decision like what I've made few months ago.
3 more days, I will know that I need to implement the plan that I've made few months ago or just forget about it.
3 more days, I have to face these all shits myself, alone.
3 more days ,I wont be so tension condition like now anymore, I guess.
3 more days, I might be more stress than ever before, I hope not.
3 more days, The day seems like so unpredictable, make me feel insecure till max.
3 more days, I would have a very deep breath before I get to know the end result.
3 more days, I might give myself a big hug or I'm going to hate myself for at least 1 year.
3 more days, I need to decide how my future going to be.
3 more days, I believe I still cant let go.
3 more days, I would go somewhere that can make myself relax.
3 more days, I might just can hide myself in the pillow and start to regret.
3 more days, It is so far to me, it seems like 3 more years.
3 more days, I hope I can reward myself a bowl of SNOWFLAKES, or CHESSY WEDGES.
3 more days, 3 more days , 3 more days..
No matter how the end result is going to be,
I'll never give up, Never, and Never.
Just because I don't feel like wanna give up, or quit.
Just because I gotta be stronger than before.
So..
Let's see what would happen after 3 days...
3 more days, I will know what I need exactly in my life.
3 more days, I might have all new thinking, or remain the same decision like what I've made few months ago.
3 more days, I will know that I need to implement the plan that I've made few months ago or just forget about it.
3 more days, I have to face these all shits myself, alone.
3 more days ,I wont be so tension condition like now anymore, I guess.
3 more days, I might be more stress than ever before, I hope not.
3 more days, The day seems like so unpredictable, make me feel insecure till max.
3 more days, I would have a very deep breath before I get to know the end result.
3 more days, I might give myself a big hug or I'm going to hate myself for at least 1 year.
3 more days, I need to decide how my future going to be.
3 more days, I believe I still cant let go.
3 more days, I would go somewhere that can make myself relax.
3 more days, I might just can hide myself in the pillow and start to regret.
3 more days, It is so far to me, it seems like 3 more years.
3 more days, I hope I can reward myself a bowl of SNOWFLAKES, or CHESSY WEDGES.
3 more days, 3 more days , 3 more days..
No matter how the end result is going to be,
I'll never give up, Never, and Never.
Just because I don't feel like wanna give up, or quit.
Just because I gotta be stronger than before.
So..
Let's see what would happen after 3 days...
Wednesday, April 13, 2011
迷惘
我是做错了吗？
我知道自己在做着什么吗？
我到底怎么了？
我变了吗？
我怎么连看我自己都有陌生的感觉？
我的想法，看法，都变了
好事？坏事？
没人能定义那是好还是坏，是看不同人的看法。
一位朋友说我对事情看得很开了，
是真地看得开还是假的？
我自己也不知道。
但直少现在我的观念是如此，虽然变化有点大
我知道我自己在做什么，我是如此的坚信着。。
你可以不认同，但我不会强逼你去接受，
但也希望不要过分干涉，可以支持，或一起讨论最好。
我很想珍惜每一天，很想很想。。
需要更多动力，但还在寻找中。
我过分高估我自己了，
以为能跨过，原来还在原地踏步。
没关系，再给自己多些时间，
但，我很恨自己为什么那么久了还没跨过去。。
我觉得还没跨过去的每一分钟每一秒，那生活都是不够完整的，浪费我的时间。
但我又不能做些什么，
没办法，
人生就是按呢款的了，充满无奈
我只好加把劲了，
加油加油！
还有，
对不起。
我知道自己在做着什么吗？
我到底怎么了？
我变了吗？
我怎么连看我自己都有陌生的感觉？
我的想法，看法，都变了
好事？坏事？
没人能定义那是好还是坏，是看不同人的看法。
一位朋友说我对事情看得很开了，
是真地看得开还是假的？
我自己也不知道。
但直少现在我的观念是如此，虽然变化有点大
我知道我自己在做什么，我是如此的坚信着。。
你可以不认同，但我不会强逼你去接受，
但也希望不要过分干涉，可以支持，或一起讨论最好。
我很想珍惜每一天，很想很想。。
需要更多动力，但还在寻找中。
我过分高估我自己了，
以为能跨过，原来还在原地踏步。
没关系，再给自己多些时间，
但，我很恨自己为什么那么久了还没跨过去。。
我觉得还没跨过去的每一分钟每一秒，那生活都是不够完整的，浪费我的时间。
但我又不能做些什么，
没办法，
人生就是按呢款的了，充满无奈
我只好加把劲了，
加油加油！
还有，
对不起。
Wednesday, March 2, 2011
很伤心的一天
今天我很伤心，
小车祸，
破财 ，
丢了工作，
了不到我的心愿，
情绪好差，
却无从发泄，
没人聆听，
没人了解，
学会独立然后自己承受，
原来不是想象中那么简单，
我好累，
好辛苦。。
再，加油吧。。。
haizzz
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